OO WOW this weekend was the best

Friday i came over to Tiffany's to stay the night and her like big brother was there and i was there and well you can guess what we did!! HeHe i had so much fun he was really good and he was my first well technectly ( i dont think i spelled that right but i dont care) i had fun and the day after that (yesterday) he came over again and we had fun twice!! lol but i am proud cuz he is sexy and he has a really sexy body!! and enough of the details

Thursday was my brothers b-day and my aunt took us to the mall in fayettville and said we could get one outfit and so we were picken our clothes and we got up to pay and they would not take checks it was so fucking gay and then we all was gonna leave and go to eat but the truck had a flat tire and we didnt have a spare so yea i will write later

I KNOW I HAVENT WRITTEN IN HERE FOR A LONG TIME, BUT I AM FINALLY GOING TO WRITE!! ME AND MY FAVORITE ARE ON A DIET, CEPT ITS NOT GOING SO WELL!! YESTERDAY, WE ATE AND DRANK NOTHIN BUT WATER AND SALTINE CRACKERS AND THEN WE GOT TO HUNGERY BY 1:30 AM AND WE FINALLY ATE!! I ATE SOME TUNA AND MY FAVORITE ATE A PB AND J SANDWHICH!! AND TODAY WE ATE MCDONALD'S!! IT WAS SO GOOD! SO MUCH FOR AN EFFING DIET HUH???

IM TALKING TO A REALLY COOL GIRL ON MSN!! SHES PRETTY COOL WE HAVE A LOT IN COMMON!! WE WERE BOTH SUICIDAL, WE BOTH WANT TATTOOS AND SHE LIVES IN TEXAS AND I WANT TO MOVE TO TEXAS WITH MY BEST FRIEND!! THATS COOL THAT I HAVE A NEW FRIEND!!

I AM NOW STARTING TO TALK TO MY FRIEND THAT I USED TO GO TO CHURCH WITH!! HE'S REALLY SWEET!! BUT HES A FRESHMAN, NOTHING AGAINST THEM OR ANYTHING, BUT I REALLY DONT LIKE GOING OUT WITH PPL YOUNGER THAN ME!! BUT IF HE WAS MY AGE I WOULD TOTALLY CONSIDER GOIN OUT WITH HIM!!  HE IS SO SWEET!! HE TELLS ME IM HOTT AND BEAUTIFUL! IT GAVE ME CHILLS WHEN I READ IT!!

ME AND MY FAVORITE(JESSICA MARTINEZ) ARE REALLY CLOSE. IF I'M NOT AT HER HOUSE THAN.... WELL I'M ALWAYS AT HER HOUSE. WE TELL EACH OTHER EVERTHING AND ANYTHING. WE GREW UP TOGETHER. SINCE WE WERE IN THE 3RD GRADE. AT FIRST WE HATED EACH OTHER AND NOW WE ARE CONSTANTLY TOGETHER. WE KNOW EVERTHING ABOUT EACH OTHER. ITS SO WEIRD. I SWEAR SHE COULD BE MY IDENTICAL TWIN. NOT BY LOOKS BUT BY HEART AND SOUL. SHE HELPS ME WITH RELATIONSHIPS AND I HELP HER!!! RIGHT NOW SHE IS WITH ROEL ALVARADO. THEY ARE SO GOOD TOGETHER. I THINK THEY ACTUALLY LOVE EACH OTHER. SHE IS ALWAYS HAPPY AND I THINK HE COULD BE HER ONE!!!!

MY LOVE LIFE IS NOT SO PERFECT. I THOUGHT I REALLY LOVED THIS PERSON AND IT TURNS OUT I AM THE ONLY ONE IN THE RELATIONSHIP THAT THOUGHT THAT. THIS PERSON CHEATED ON ME WITH ONE OF MY EX- BEST FRIENDS. EVEN AFTER THAT I STILL HAD FEELING FOR THAT PERSON. SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T HELP BUT STILL LOVE SOMEONE EVEN AFTER THEY HAVE HURT YOU.

A QUOTE TO REMEMBER: "NO ONE IS WORTH YOUR TEARS, AND THE ONE THAT IS WON'T MAKE YOU CRY"

SATURDAY I WENT TO THE LAKE FOR A FRIENDS BIRTHDAY AND I SEEN MY EX GIRLFRIEND ^^ WITH MY EX FRIEND AND I JUST WANTED THE DUMB BITCH TO DROWN!! BOTH OF THEM! AND IT WAS A POSSIBILITY CUZ SHE DON'T KNOW HOW TO SWIM!!! LOL BUT I GOT TO RIDE IN THE SPEED BOAT AND I WENT TUBBING!! IT WAS SO FUN!! AT FIRST I WENT WITH MY BUTT IN FIRST AND I COULD FEEL THE WATER HIT MY BUTT AND IT HURT LIKE A BITCH AND THEN I WENT ON MY STOMACH AND I HAD SO MUCH FUN!! 

BUT I THINK I WROTE A HELL OF A LOT SO IMA BOUNCE!!

LOVES ~AMBER~

Last night my favorite stayed the night with me!! We had fun. First, we jumped on my trampoline. Then we went to the store and when we got back we made Strawberry Peach Pina Colada smoothies. They were so good. Then we watched the movie Darkness and it scared the shit out of us!! Then we went to sleep at, like, 3 am!! We woke up at 10:30 and put my clothes back into my closet and took showers and came back to her house!! I am staying a while at her house!! This really sexy guy came over and picked us up and took us on a date to McDonald's!! And we ate a double cheese burger with no onions and a big mac!! My cousin was makin a scene and askin what the calories for big macs were, and she said she needed her  money back cuz she was on a diet!! And that is all that happened!!